xXxAbyssQueenxXx

Life is good and life is shit... Life is complicated. X.X Having the best and worst times of my life right here. Just... *sigh* Yeah. Gahhh. Doin' what I can to stay alive and stay me, What else can I say?

FOUR MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL. FUCK YEAH!

COUNTRY MEME. YEAHHHHHDERP.

1. Okay, first the most-common stuff: What the hell are you and where are you from?

I am an Abyssehness and I am from the USA<3

2. Pfff... Who knows that country? In which continent is it, which language do you speak there and how is the flag?

Srsly. Just... Srsly. XD
North America~ English~ Red, white, and blue, baby! Stars and stripes!<3

3. Worst flag ever. Angry? Give me the best insults in your language.

ASSMUSHROOM.
...
Yeah, I kid. xD I could go at it, but really they're all based around a few base words... Bastard/bitch, ass, motherfucker, cunt, etc...

4. We all know... All countries have problems with others. Tell me the countries people of yours normally hate, why and what do you think about it

People here tend to hate the Middle Eastern Countries, and North Korea... But thing is is they hate ALL the Middle Eastern countries, since a lot of people don't know the difference ^^' A couple people still hate Russia 'cause of the Cold War and communism, but I think anyone that wasn't alive then is over it. And a few people are a little pissy at China. Other than that... We don't really care XD
I. LOVE. EVERYTHING. O.O
I also think hating a whole people is stupid. t.t

5. The rest of the world always has stereotypes about your country, tell me about them. Are they true or should the rest of the world shut up?

Loud, obnoxious, self-centered, stupid, rich, superasspatriotic, lazy, fat, gun totin' psycho Christains, spray-tan bikini-babes with fake boobs all over the place...
Loud- Depends on the person. We're no louder than anyone else.
Obnoxious- Again, some are obnoxious, but no more than people are in other countries.
Self-Centered- I'd say we're a tad bit more self-centered & prided than others, but not a whole whole lot.
Stupid- Sometimes I want to say HELL YES, some times I want to say FUCK NO... T_T See, I hang out with rational people (surprisingly common), so then when I look around at the people I don't hang out with, it's like... Holy hell, did I find all the people with common sense in the world and bring them together with my awesome?!
Rich- We have more than a lot of countries have, but it's not all unicorns & rainbows over here. A LOT of people are on the streets- But then again, a lot of them deserve it...
Patriotic- Kinda. Most people are too involved with their own lives to care about anything... But we can be extremely patriotic, in the good let's all band together way and the bad FUCKYEAHAMERICAEVERYTHINGELSESUX way. x3
Lazy- More than we should be, but not to the extreme as is generally believed.
Fat- Same as ^
Gun lovers- Uhm, yeah, kinda ^^' Almost everyone here is a little more violent than is really necessary ^^'
Psycho-Christains- Yeahhhhhno. More than half of everyone I know is, like, Atheist, Apatheist, Wiccan, Catholic, Agnostic, etc...
Snookies Everywhere- LOLNO XD Not even close. xD

6. Sports: Tell me which is the most popular in your country and if you like it.

Football. x3 I don't particularly like it. Just a bunch of guys in tight pants releasing sexual tensions by ramming into each other & grabbing at eachother's balls.
XD
I kid. I really don't give a shit about, or hate, any sport. But around where I live (Kentucky,) basketball is huge. As in, people will get batshit crazy over two teams O.O (University of Louisville (UofL) and University of Kentucky (UK)... *sigh* It gets scary. o.o)

7. Politics: If you were the president or whatever, what laws would you love to have added to your country?

Budget. Cuts. We spend SOOOO much money on irrelevant things... With all that money that was saved, I would try to lower taxes, pay back our country's debts, etc... Do shit to actually fix the economy & give some back to the people. x3
Also, I'd try to cut back the government in general. I'm a moderate republican, I like small government x3
ALSO, PRO-CHOICE & PRO GAY MARRIAGE!

8. I'm glad you're not the president then. Let's see... Do you hate anything about your country?

Our government T_T And how we don't stay out of other country's shit... Really, we have our own shit to deal with, without helping some random country who didn't even ask for help.

9. TV and music: Favourite TV show or music band (or singer) from your country?

I... don't watch TV. xD But my favorite band at the moment is Hollywood Undead<3

10. The most important one: Where do the people of your country normally go when they want to get laid?

UM. XD A bar? Hooters? Street corners? There are places I will not name that both guys & girls can go to to have VERY nice time for a couple bucks... Omg why would I know this gahhhhhhhh14ahhhh xD

11. I need to go there then. Now tell me about your food, drink and dance. And also tell me which currency is used in your country. Yes, all of that.

Food- Everything. x3 Like, 'Chinese' food, 'Mexican' food, 'Italian' food... Etc. Nothing's really ours but the cheeseburger, unless we got that from somewhere else too xD Also, if you want a good American burger, for God's sake, don't go to McDonalds. Just... Ew. xd Go to a grill out or something. Even Steak-N-Shake would suffice. Just not McDonalds or Burger King T.T

Drink- Coffee, soda, alcohol. XD

Dance- WhitepeopledancesWhat? xD Uhm... Honestly, a lot of them are really stupid xDx Dougie, the shuffle (like, as in EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLIN' *epic dubstep-ish music here* xD), solja boy, the spogebob, cupid shuffle, other stupid shit. xDx

Currency- USD/United States Dollars. x3

12. And now the last thingy. Tag 5 people from other countries and spread the fun.

No >:c
Too lazy. XD

FUUUUUUUUU- I had, like, 7564562875483 things to scan, and my scanner broke after the first one. Fuuu.
I need to start scanning things when I draw them, not not posting anything for forever & then all the sudden FIIIIVE THOUSAAAND POSTSSSS OTL
I will post that one thing, though, in a sec. t.t

So, meanwhile. t.t

WRITERS MEME. (a.k.a. Byssa's Fandom Bitch Rant.) YEY.

1. How about a brief introduction of yourself?
Yo! I'm Abyss, Abysseh, Abyssehness, Byssa, Sebastian, or Sebbi; whatever you wanna call me. Uhm... I'm epic and superior to all of you in all ways? C:< Oh, I WILL have world domination. This is not one of those 'derpdaderp I'll spare your life if you like thi-' NO. I. WILL. OWN. THE. WORLD.
(btw, bros, I have no FFs on dA. However, there's a link to my FF profile on my dA profile. O.o But be warned, FF profile is fucking long. Srsly, bros. Watch out. It'll eat you.)

2. Fabulous! And what got you into fanfiction to begin with?
Uhmmmmmm... I know it was Death Note... I think it was two stories, *spoilers ahead* one placed after Light dies were Ryuk gives a 'LifeNote' to a recovering Sayu... IDR the other one.

3. I see, so what kind of fanfiction do you like to write?
Crack or really dark stuff. O.o

4. Do you tend to write the same pairings/ characters? Or are you a fandom whore?
I used to write a lot about Death Note, but my obsession has moved to Hetalia... I love writing Prussia and America; dark, 2p, fem, or normal. Does not even matter. xD I also love writing stuff, where, like, Hungary loves both Prussia and Austria, but likes Austria more OR likes Prussia more but sees more of a future with Austria so she goes off to be with Austria and Prussia, who loves Hungary, is either like A. Well then... :C *Forever Alone* B. Fuck you, Hungary, fuck you. I don't need you. C. AUSTRIA IS GOING TO FUCKING DIE.  & if C then of course Hungary has to hate him forever & not be able to be with him even if she loves him ^~^ Orrrrr stuff where, like, Prussia and Hungary are SERIOUS fighting, and to distract Hungary Prussia kisses her and, like, indulges in it before killing her.
orz.
I am so fucked up.
XD
I also love one sided SuFin. But only one sided. Because I love making my favorite characters suffer OTL I also love to watch them die... Or be tortured... orz

5. What is your most popular fanfic and why do you think people like it so?
Probably either One Step Beyond or School Crack: Death Note. Andddddd... I dunno. xD Srsly, wish I knew.

6. Forget other people, what is the fanfic you've written that you're most proud of?
I dunnooooo ;A; I see flaws in everything I write. OTL

7. Do you find writing easy? Hard? What are the most difficult aspects of writing you struggle with?
Easy~~~ Uhm... I guess... I dunno o3o

8. Write a few sentence or so of your favorite pairing or character
The albino man stood, wiping the blood from his mouth with a clenched fist. His entire body trembled and hurt all over, but he ignored it as blood began to run from his palms where his fingernails were digging into his skin. He could hardly stand, but he could fight.
"I will never, ever, just lay down and stop living."
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Well that was derp. xD

9. Are there any fanfiction trends/clichés you can't stand or are just sick of?
I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE it when two characters hate each other's existences, and somehow, in people's minds, that means they're fucking. It's like... WTF?!
Another thing I hate is when people can't draw a line between fandom and reality. Yeah, if any of these guys WERE real, I would totally fight with people over them. BUT. THEY'RE NOT. so I WON'T get in a (serious xD) fight over a fandom character, and though I've got them to keep me company while I'm single, I want an ACTUAL relationship.
Srsly, bros, there are some people that just have shit wrong with them. O.o
OHHH. OHHH. And pairings like TsumexToboe or GermanyxItaly. I hate themmmmmm Dx even if the Toboe/Italy/whatever character was a girl, I just CAN'T. STAND IT. Big tough guy falling for a scrawny, annoying, weakling little runt. Just... I dunno. No. D:<
ALSO, TSUME'S LIKE 16-20. TOBOE IS, LIKE, 12-14. THAT IS... NOT RIGHT. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE. O.o

10. Are you guilty of any of the fanfiction trends/clichés you now hate? Or any other ones?
I dunno o3o I hope not. But as far as that^ one goes, besides Hetalia (because there are 2 legit pairings in Hetalia. Really. T_T) I stick to canon pairings, yaoi, yuri, or het.
Also, I can draw a line.
It might not be a straight line,
but it's a line.
And I don't even write Toboe or Italy stuff period, or if I do they're minor characters. 'Cause I just don't really like either of them xD

11. What was the first fandom you wrote for? Do you still like/participate in it?
Death Note .-. Yup. x3

12. Name your OTPS or more frequently written pairings/characters and explain what is it about them you love to write.
No OTPS =/
Besides what I said up there... Uhm...
Death Note:
Mello- My favorite character. Super badass, love the way he thinks, and we both hate Near. xD I love to write shit about how he HATES Near, but really he needs him to have a purpose, because defeating Near has always been his purpose. In my opinion, that and the fact that he'd never be allowed to succeed L if he did so, is the only reason he never killed Near.
Matt- 2nd fave character, can be adorable or badass, GAMER. <3 He's just... fun to write. He can go from adorkable to sexy in .0006 seconds. It's fun. xD
BB- He's crazy, but not like BWAHAHAHAHAHA crazy. It's subtle, but fucking messed up, and I love it<3
Wolf's Rain:
Tsume- He's tough but he's got an inner soft side. I freaking love shit like that. xD
Kiba- He's like... Just... Mraaaahhhhhh. XD WHAT IS THERE TO NOT UNDERSTAND.
Blue- Superbadasschick. I don't think that ALL anime girls should be super tough, because not all IRL girls are like that, but believe it or not, bros, WE DO EXIST. AND IF YOU DENY IT, WE'LL KICK YOUR ASS.
Code Geass:
Lelouch- This. Sunava. Bitch. I love him. ಠ_ಠ If you've seen the end of season 2, you should know why. But I no spoiler.
Hetalia:
Prussia- What can I say? He's awesome~ And I can relate to all 'sides' of him. So I like to write all sides of him.
America- (prepare for major life rant D: ) I love stuff where, like, America's super depressed, but he won't let anyone know. Because if you look around you in America, most people are depressed, at least to a certain degree. As someone who's depressed herself, but at the same time happy as hell, I see both sides of the spectrum. But... ya look around, and everyone's got shit and they're all going insane over it. Again, not outright insane, but not BB insane either. It's like... Slowly it's bubbling in their minds and festering and eventually you just... go crazy. But no one lets anyone else in on it. We all cover it up with our masks and our facades. I don't know if we're the only ones like that, or if the whole world is just going to shit, but I like to bring that kind of stuff into the fandom. Helps me cope. //endrant.
England- I love writing cracky derpy England and super epic Empire Britain.
Germany- Same reason I love Tsume xD
Canada- I like writing snapped!Canada, but I don't really like focusing on just normal Canada. It's not fun for me. I do like writing/reading stuff about him being forgotten by his gov/people, or stuff like a dark take on I Am Matthewian where his provinces are splitting up & it's killing him. YEY.
Hungary- AGAIN, BADASS CHICK. WITH A FRYING PAN C:< But I also like to write her as, you know, a woman. A bit ladylike and sensitive, but still that air of... tough...ness. xD
Sweden- I love that man. *creepy rapist smile xD* I like to write things where he's super protective of Finland & shit, but Finland just... Doesn't like him like that. But Finlands too nice to say that. & the whole thing is just :'D':
Russia- He can go from supercyoot to YO. I'M EATING GILBIRD ALIVE. RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU, BETCH. C:< NOW STFU AND COOPERATE, DA? YOU WILL BECOME FUCKING ONE, DA? Oh! and I love, like, stuff where his reason for the whole 'become one' thing is that if they are all One, there will be no arguing, no fighting... World peace, right? But then I love him growing to doubt that or someone (Prolly America or Prussia, or VERYVERYVERY SUPERASSPISSED Britain... or maybe Canada, but he'd do it gently) telling him that, like, then there'd be more arguments between the PEOPLE because of... i don't feel like explaining. xD
AND OF COURSE, THE 2P. I LOVE ALL THE 2P.
Aaaaaaaaand I don't usually write any other fandoms.
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Did any of that even answer the question?! xD

13. What would you call your writing "style"?
Uhmmmmm... Idunno o3o

14. Do you read other people's fanfics? If so, what do you find yourself reading the most?
Yes. I do a lot. xD
For some reason, I read a lot of stuff about Canada dying one way or another because of his government or whatever. O.o I haven't actually SEARCHED any ffs yet, just stumbled upon things, so I guess that's what happened. xD
I NEED MORE PRUSSIA. AND AMERICA!

15. Name one thing you'd LOVE to write, but have been too afraid or shy to do.
Yaoi and lemons o3o I like, like, 3 yaoi pairings, but only one of them is canon, & normally I'm all 'NO PAIRINGS UNLESS IT'S CANON D:< AS LONG AS IT'S CANON, IDGAS WHAT IT IS.' & I hate being a hypocrite... Plus I'm not sure HOW to write yaoi... Or really any romance-ish thing. I'm just not good at love xD
And lemons...
Secretly kinda addicted
And I want to write
but I don't want to scare myself
I've tried it once before
It sucked
It was stupid
And I scared myself
O.o

16. Do you have trouble taking criticism? Or worse yet, do you have the dreaded bloated ego?
Well it depends. If it's some stupidshit flame, yeah, I WILL go off on you. Put if you're polite and give me suggestions on what I should change (not just 'THIS SUCKS, YOU SUCK, I'D RATHER FUCK MY OWN SISTER AND CHOP MY BALLS OFF THAN READ THIS.' (<- yes, I have gotten something like that before. x.x)) then I'm cool with it. I'm always looking to improve! ... But at the same time, I do think my writing is fucking epic. AND I WILL NOT BE DENIED.

17. When you write, is there anything that helps? Music? Quiet room?
Music, being able to type with a keyboard I like or write with a smooth pen... I like to write in the dark/a dim room when possible.

18. What inspires you?
Music, my life, my friends, just all the SHIT (good & bad) that's in my mind xD

19. Lastly, how would you sum up your fanfiction experience and yourself as a writer?
Not bad. *Obama meme face*

20. Tag some friends, because they'll hate you for it!
Too lazy. OTL

So... zwei things~ Einz; I'm doing the 100 Theme Challenge, because I'm trying to improve my art skills... so... yeah. Zwei; I'M GONNA SEE WHO ACTUALLY READS THIS SHIT~

Comment on this journal and I will......

1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page for 13 seconds.

2. Tell you a color you remind me of.

3. Tell you Element I think you belong to e.g. water, fire, air etc.

4. Tell you what comic, manga/anime, or video game character you remind me of.

5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.

6. Tell you something I like about you.

7. Give you a nickname.

8. Tell you the object that is to the left of me.

9. Tell you what food/ flavor/ smell you remind me of.

10. Tell you to do one in your journal too.

Kinda bored... I REALLY WANNA DRAW. But I dunno what to draw & my art skillz kinda... i dunno... Came & went. If you look, I've uploaded a few random things... I'd like to do some of this stuff digitally, but my mouse SUCKS. I even have an entry for the dA contest... But my stupid mouse won't let me go over it Dx -sigh-

Well, yeah.

Stolen meme time~

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Ariel
- Eye Color: Green/Brown/Gray/Blue = Jacked up hazel
- Hair Style/Color: About halfway between my chin & shoulders, kinda messy, but mostly straight-ish... Sometimes I flip it out. Naturally dark-ish brown, but I like glazing it a dark red-ish color :3
- Height: i think 5'?
- Clothing style: Jeans, semi-punk shirt, jacket, airwalks/converse or flip flops. (I wish I could wear what I'd LIKE to wear D|)
- Best physical feature: Uhm... Eyes? They seem to change color :3

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Losing my friends, bees & wasps/etc.
- Your guilty pleasure: i dunno xD uh... I like some Lady Gaga & Britney Spears songs? That's, like, the only thing I'm even kinda ashamed of... xDx
- Your biggest pet peeve: Ugh, I don't even know. Obliviousness/lack of common sense?
- Your ambitions for the future: Writer, singer/bass guitar player, vet? Who knows... I just wanna get through school for now, though. ಠ3ಠ

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: UGHHHHHHHH MORNINGS EW SO DAMN COLD I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP EWWWW SHUT THE HELL UP DAD LET ME SLEEP EW MORNING XDX
- What you think about most: All my anime fandoms xDx
- What you think about before bed: Anime, Portal, tomorrow, the future, how cold/hot it is... OR HOW CUTE MAH CAT IS >w< *squee*
- You think your best quality is: Hm... Sense of humor, I suppose. X3

LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: I dunno =/
- To be loved or respected: Hm... I dunno, loved? Really don't give a shit about either XD
- Beauty or brains: A mix? If I have too choose, then brains, I guess.
- Dogs or cats: KITTY :3

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: Yes xDx
- Believe in yourself: Depends =/
- Believe in love: I believe it EXISTS... But I don't believe that everyone will find it &/or that it's for everyone.
- Want someone: A bit ^.^"""

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: Yeah x3 Nervous as fuck if alone, makes me sound horrible when singing... Acting isn't that bad though. xDx
- Done drugs: No
- Changed who you were to fit in: Nope x3

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Uhm... Anything dark or anything neon. XD
- Favorite animal: Wolfehz & kittehz :3
- Favorite movie: Um... I don't even know anymore. xDx
- Favorite game: PORTAL 2 NOT 1, 2~

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday you will be: about 10 months xDx
- Age you lost your virginity: Not yet... 14, dude xD
- Does age matter: Well... It really depends on a lot of things, like maturity, age (like middle school or mid-30s or whatever), etc...

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Funny, weird x)
- Best eye color: I love green eyes~ But blue & dark brown/black are cool too... & rare colors are epic♥
- Best hair color: Black or red (not orange ._. RED) :3 Maybe something random & neon xD
- Best thing to do with a partner: Just hang, play some video games, laugh x3

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: my friends
- I feel: lazy
- I hide: my problems/darker feelings
- I miss: my cats i had when I was younger ._. xD & my old friends, from liek elementary school & crap .-. & a bunch of my online friends I never talk to anymore... DX
- I wish: i could come up with just 1 emoshit/whimsical thing for this instead of 20 XD

so yeah. just stole this meme from her because i was boreddddd...

so yeah. this is why you're getting a spam of mostly color-ins. Hopefully I'll be able to use my mom's new scanner to upload some stuff that doesn't suck, isn't ancient, AND IS ACTUALLY MIEN. ಠ_ಠ
Also, I'm sick as fuck. I'm still recovering from whatever I had at the beginning of the week and now I've caught something from my mom. T_T
GOOD DAY SIRS.